Why am I up and blogging?

I'm tired and its late in the night. The lights were off and I was hoping to
dream about the/a beautiful girl. Kash's (me)thoughts - beautiful
gal-> attract girl -> need money-> need lots more-> increase
money ->more salary->better career----------------- blank blank blank!!!!
can't sleep can't sleep!!.

Disclaimar: Dear who ever da one reading this. Please note that what follows is a very big post which takes a lot of time to read and even more to type!!. If you hate reading this then you can skip to the ending (CNTRL+END). I have an interesting idea there, have a look. But if you can get the time to read through this, you'll have some good laughs.


So i'm up and hey since i'm a cool "IT guy" from Bangalore and I now have broadband man!!. So i create this BLOG!!!! Cool Dude here man...most of the guys in my team don't even know whats a BLOG.But again just realized i'm doing this after nearly 200 million folks discovered and blogged. Sad? What makes me special?? i'll say this...

There can be only One.
Let be me!!

(copy+paste from Highlander)

Maybe its this IT city of bangalore that causes these thoughts, I WANT TO CHANGE MY DAMN JOB... this keeps screaming in my head for the last 3 months!!!!!!!. JUst reaalized again tonight that everything that i want and need and whatever is tied to this "JOB"!!!!.

So this is Bangalore and any idiot can change a job in like f*** micro second. So why haven't I? Ans)What job and why? The eternal question, what am I good at????????

Well i'm doing the same thing that the rest of the young minds are doing in Bangalore. So whats special?

"But the difference between you and me?- I make this look good"

(copy+paste from MIB)

I'm trying for the zillionth time to understand what i'm best at...believe me i was the best at a time back (consider a straight shift of 72 hours..loved every minute of it), but my interests keep changing... i want to do something great(my own company and ideas?)....maybe related to people.. I believe i'm perfect with customers

HAH U SAY!! what a loser? Stop being a cry baby and fight for survival like the rest of US u say

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First Thing!! This is my BLog..so the rule 1.Freedom to blog (crap)!!

Second thing!! This gives a start to my third thing (BTW Why do I like anything with 3 three things, three points or three steps..oh well)

Third thing!! I don't want to survive!! I can't survive like this!! I can't do a job that i'm bored with, when i can think about a whole bunch of things to do. I want to do something that I love about!!!

Idea 1: Play video games and get paid for it..haha... Over time i'll be bored with it
Best Idea: start my own small part time business

Okay Okay enough bullshit...i'm sure I have lost 80% of my readers by this time.

hmmmm....readers??...HAHA Man thats the funniest thing i've written in this post. What readers? I just created a new blog out of like a billion blogs and this is my first blog and considering my exceptional skills.. i think i may have readers in like 10 years??.

So the best reader, critic,anonymus or whatever is going to be me for a long while. Now i feel like 'Tom Hanks' in that movie where he talks to the basketball (what was the movie name??? being the IT guy i can search google..but being me i'm just too lazzy to do it)

Oh Cool Quote i wanted to say related to too many dogs and IT guys in Bangalore. This actually sounds funnier in Telugu.

Throw a stone in Bangalore (any random direction) and you hit a dog, if it
missesYou hit a Software Guy!!

So back to losing 80% readership. I'm sure i've lost 100% now or the guys still reading this post have too much spare time or are so frustrated like me, they go read junk like this. OR I may be so good that they love my writing skills and creativity. (I can hope right?).

Now i'm really tired. Its 1:30AM and tomorrow is friday night...ahh fridays is "Sit at home and booze" night. Man my life sucks!!

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Ok!! This is tough man. I'm a like sends personal email with 2 words and here i 've written all this bullshit. So please someone read this damn thing..criticize, appreciate, love, adore me in your comments, you can even leave a comment with just white spaces.

Would I like that? Yes!! Why? I like to be popular!!.. Man this sucks.. tomorrow i swear to work on my resume and start applying to companies by next week.

Idea!! I was about to spellcheck, but a better way to keep the readership (yeah..thats u)interested, you can be the editor and count all my gramatical and spelling mistakes and leave a count in the comments. (Let me know if this was a really stupid idea..i'm kind of proud about this funny idea)

p.s - can i spellcheck from here through any particular link?